.Thursday, January 29, 2009 ' 12:54 AM
I know I'm pretty singular, quirky--irreplaceable. It's a good feeling, when I can remember it.
Silliness with Meghan and Kara as well as nighttime Darjeeling Limited viewing with Harmony have saved my night I think.
If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all, right? It might be slightly immature to ignore a message that contains unwanted questions and brings up undesirable insecurities, but at the same time it can't be worse than responding in all-out Lauren-Passion. Pondered answers range from viciously cynical to gut-wrenchingly punctuated and precise. The mature thing to do, I feel like, is to wait until my existential crisis is over. I am being very conscious about every decision I make and what it says about me right now. My decision to postpone a fb reply may seem childish, but it seems the lesser of all the possible evils. In any case, I feel like I deserve to be sought out in person or at the very least via telephone.
Harmony and I have bright ideas and aspirations for the near future, including early morning WAC ventures and a sex-zine and
"to say yes to everything, even if it's shocking and painful."